Forgiveness

Everyone makes a mistake, but in the mistake you made did you ever feel regard? Or how long will you take to end the regard?

“How much happy you feel in your relationship?” This is most of my friend asked me, but importunately I didn’t technique answer their question. Because.. when two people together, they aren’t think the question will be asked and even is been ask they also will not have a confirm and correct answer about that. Same as me, I didn’t have a correct answer for that, I just feel wanted to love and be love. By a person that can touch my soul deep inside me. And yet, finally I found~

Human Love stories like a story book, first when open the book you will saw a table of contents, preface, few chapter, and libraries, summary and so on inside. Maybe the book u read is short story? So the ending also is one by one chapter. (Of course that is depend on what books you’re reading. )

Yet for me, I have a lot of chapter inside my stories and also my love story. But I won’t separate them to few short story chapters because this is what im gone through and this is my life, a way that I learn to be grown stronger and deepened.

But for all this way I go, a new and old chapter I always need to learn and concern of is “FORGIVNESS”. I don’t think im was a person that can really forgive what did people done to me. Even is a small mistake, even is you’re sorry or don’t even mean it to be – im still a person that will remember what you did to me before and I will revenge when it was time.

I remember, a fortune teller says im a person that always forgive people and won’t bear in mine to search for revenge. Just because in the middle of my chest have a small tiny dot, in our Chinese fortune means broad minded person. Am i? This is the question im asking myself for few years and yet what I have in my conclusion is ~ sometimes.

That is my answer. When i was angry of that person i will curse that people but please don’t try to curse people for the day he/she was born, be happy and glad. Because without him/her, you won’t know how wonderful is the world and your life could be. Maybe after few years when you meet him/her, say a thanks to him/her. And try a wise way to make him/her feel it was stupidest thing to dump you without looking the changes you made.

Here was a clue and it’s just a sample, please use more wise word as mine was rude and stupid: “Hi, long time no see. How was ur life?(Ps: when meet the people u want to revenge, please be sure ur outstanding was change. a new clue{smart, sexy, handsome,princess~}) Feel free to have a drink? (try to seduce him/her in a wild way~)Cause wanted to thanks you for letting me learn how to forgive people when I was been dumped and a million thanks for let me live more happier without you. It’s great to learn more clever then become a person that just have 3 points of good looking and 7 points for become a dummy for you.”

The end. and kids, please don't learn it at home